So here i am thinking about you and how much i miss and love you. It never gets easy, although somepeople say with time. Time is all I have and for the rest of my life my heart will ache for you. I still think this is all a nightmare and i will wake up and find you. My heart is broken you were and will always be my baby. I wont give into regrets our destinys were meant to be. The lord has his plan and i know i will hold you again. When i was with you in your castle you were at peace. You sent me home-remember you said "mom" and then i was back. My angel my beautiful baby build your castle and i will be there soon. Love Mommy.