ANOTHER NEW YEAR WITHOUT YOU.

MY DEAREST JAMES,

THOUGHTS OF YOU RUN THROUGH MY MIND, I HEAR YOUR VOICE AND SEE YOUR FACE AND WONDER WHY? WHY? AFTER ALL THIS TIME STILL IT STILL SEEMS LIKE YESTERDAY. TIME WHAT IS TIME. DOES TIME REALLY EXIST? I KNOW YOU ARE WITH ME AND THIS GIVES ME CONFORT. JESUS DOESNT MAKE MISTAKES, I QUESTIONED AND QUESTIONED BUT IN THE END I REALIZED THAT YOU HAD THINGS TO DO. MY LITTLE BOY SO SWEET SO BEAUTIFUL, I MISS YOU AND LOVE YOU SO MUCH. YOU ASKED FOR LITTLE AND GAVE SO MUCH, I WILL SAY GOODNIGHT FOR NOW. KISSES AND HUGS. LOVE MOMMY.