Christmas Past.

Another Christmas without you, memories of you as a little boy run through my head. Opening your presents with such joy. You were so beautiful never really asked for anything. I remember putting you in your burgundy shoes gray pants oh my goodness that face that beautiful face. We all miss you so much wish you were here with us. I am sending you kisses and hugs, grateful for all of my memories so real i can almost touch you. Jenny, Jack, Lucas, Jacob, Ethan and Genevieve send you kisses and hugs. Missing you always and forever. Merry Christmas my beautiful baby boy. All my tears will never wash away the pain. You are always near me, I can feel your presence and your love. Love you Mommy.

Missing You.

Nothing will ever be the same without you. I think of you and see your beautiful face. I feel your presence and know that you are safe. We all miss you and wish you could be with us. You were my first born a perfect gift from heaven. I didnt deserve you but i am so grateful to the Lord. I'll be loving you always. Mommy.